Lately, I’ve been feeling incredibly jaded about work.
I wonder if I’m doing enough to improve, whether my work is going anywhere, and whether the sentences I mindlessly string together even make sense anymore. I guess the thing about writing for a living, or any creative work for that matter, is that it hits home when you feel like you aren’t doing a good enough job. If it’s something technical, I can read up about it and make an actual, right change, but when it comes to writing? I’m completely stumped. When I’m not satisfied with copywriting at work, I seek other writing outlets to try and write in a completely different capacity, in a different voice, in a different setting. Yet even then I feel like whatever I churn out still doesn’t quite make sense. Does that sound right? It’s as though I have a lot to say, yet I can’t put it down proper. That make me unbelievably frustrated.
Just one of those days.