Sometimes I don’t know why I worry myself silly at night, right before I got to bed with my gazillion tabs & word doc pages open, but my mind completely blank. The past few weeks have been taxing so far, but I refuse to accept that this is what my body and thoughts are getting accustomed to.
Sometimes I feel like I’m ghosting through days although when I speak to people, they always seem to laugh really hard or engage themselves in conversations I cannot remember having. Or maybe it’s because lately I have been treating myself like an extra strict parent to myself – can’t remember (again) the last time I’ve been so annoyed with myself over the smallest things.
Sometimes I am reminded there is so much more to life than a few silly assignments and a couple of lousy grades, but right now they shall remain my top priority, and I hope that I will live and breathe easy for the remaining couple of weeks. That ideas will continue to seep into my head effortlessly so I can churn out quality work in the shortest amount of time possible.
Goodnight, you worrywart.